7 days
Good morning my slut,
I'm sitting here
typing this wrapped up in my big white bathrobe --
the one you bought me on
your last business trip. My coffee is sitting
right here on my desk. It's the
cup you fixed for me when you were on
your way out the door. It tastes good,
by the way.
But that is not the reason
for this letter. And I know when you read
the subject line your heart started
pounding faster. You can tell that
something evil is about to happen to you.
You can tell that the domme in me is
back -- stronger than ever. And
that you are going to have to suffer because
of it.
But I do have some good news
for you. Sort of. You don't have to worry
about coming home tonight to a long,
several hour beating. You don't
have to worry about arriving home to find a
note with shackles next to
it, a pair of thong panties for you to wear and
a polaroid camera.
You don't have to
worry about receiving a package from a courier
containing a remote control
butt plug and locking chastity harness.
With no key.
No,
I think my mood is a little different this time. You won't get the
brunt of
it all at once.
Not this time.
*****
As I sit here sipping my coffee and
surfing the net, I realize that I
have not taken complete control of your cock.
Of MY cock I should say.
I have not used you to your full potential, and I
have been to easy on
you.
This week,
we put you to the test, my slave. You are going to learn
what real obedience
means, and I am not going to make you go through
one night to prove your potential
to me. This time, it will last an
entire week.
Each
night I will tease you to the brink several times. I will send
you to work
dressed in the silkiest, tightest
panties under your trousers. I will send
evil little presents to you.
I will arrange slumber parties with my girlfriends
so you can hear us
giggling downstairs and you know I am showing them the polaroids
of
you in the teddy with the high heels, showing me your ass.
It
will be a week of pure hell for you, and pure bliss for me. I will
show up
one day at your office for a noon appointment, and take you a
shopping mall
parking lot and fuck you. Rape you, I should say. And
you will need to be prepared
for this, because I already have my
outfit picked out.
Let
me just tell you that you will melt when you see it, before the
blindfold goes
on. It is all black latex, with holes where my nipples
are, with a zipper at
the crotch. I am borrowing AnneMarie's van that
day, and you are going to be
strapped down in the back while I grease
the strapon right in front of you.
And just think. You have to return
to work afterward. Will you be able
to handle it?
Will
I?
*****
That's
another point of this letter, my slut. I have to tell you that
I am ..well,
I am changing. And I do not want this to worry you, but I
have felt it coming
on, and I have been waiting for the right time to
tell you.
And
this week is a good chance to -- transition -- into what I need.
You see, I
don't think the casual dominance is going to work for me
anymore. I love the
little games we play, but I need more. I find
myself thinking about it almost
every morning when I wake up. I find
myself totally satiated one hour, then
wanting it again only an hour
later.
And
it worries me, because I don't know how much you can take. Can you
take more
-- can you take it *every* night after work, instead of a
few nights a week?
Can you handle the self-fucking in
the bathroom when my voice mails
come, the panties that show up in a brown
paper bag, the orders to use
your quickcam at your office and send me pictures
of your cock and
balls tied up really tight..only to hear me open them when
we sit on
the phone together, and listen to me masturbate as I describe how
seeing
them makes me feel?
You know this has
been coming. I am going to need more control over
your.
You
have to prove that you can handle it.
Seven
days.
*****
In
order to make sure the seven days are not compromised, I have
purchased a steel
chastity device. It took 6 weeks for them to make
it, slut. And it cost --
well -- more than you will want to know.
By
the way, you paid for it.
The device
cannot be compromised. It is a thin enough steel that it
won't interfere with
your clothes, but you will not be able to go to
the gym during the day. And
you won't be going on any business trips,
because the airport alarm will go
off. I guess this is a good way to
keep you in town?
I
will have to truss up your cock and balls with some thin leather
straps before
getting it into the device -- it is pretty tight and
small. You can still piss,
but you have to do that sitting down from
now on.
Your
masculinity -- every last bit of it -- will be mine.
There
is also a tens type unit that comes with it. Without even
removing it, by adding
a cord to it, I can give you an electrical
shock -- right into your balls or
the head of your cock -- in
increasing intensity. This is for after work training.
During quiet
time, when I am relaxing and you are massaging my feet or being
a
footrest for me. Just to keep you alert and attentive.
But
the main purpose of this cock sheath is to make sure you do not
cum. And make
sure that even getting hard is extremely painful.
*****
There are two locks that come with
it. One is a combination lock and
one requires a key. On some of the days I
will use the combination
lock so that I can call you up and require you to
"perform" for me in
order to earn the combination and masturbate.
Only to the brink,
though, as all cumming is now for me and me only.
When
you get home from work I will release you -- sometimes -- from
the locking
device, only to have some time to tease you, to use your
cock, to test out
some of my new cock and ball tortures. Mostly
intense bondage and some tests
with weights.
But you will never cum.
I promise that.
*****
On
the sixth night, when you are really on the verge of insanity, I am
going to
make our apartment into a dungeon. That night you are going
to be given the
ultimate test.
You are going to have
to serve me, and Sarah, and you are going to do
it for 8 hours, enduring the
most humiliating and degrading things,
fucked in the ass, sat on, made to lick
and suck every inch...every
*nasty little area*..of both of us. All on video
tape for my
critiquing purposes.
I
intend to fuck you in the ass -- oh, wait.
Before
I go into this part, it is time for a little participation on
your part. I
have been way too easy on you in this email. You are
already on your knees
as you always are, but now you are to get your
ball stretcher out and put it
on. And I want a photo with your
quickcam -- emailed to me right away -- to
show me that it is
adequately tight.
Next
I want you to apply a liberal amount of Tiger Balm on the tip of
your cock
so that when you read the next part of this email you feel
it -- feel it really
burning. And are aware of just how serious I am.
And
now, proceed when you have finished those tasks.
*****
Let me tell you about how we are going
to fuck you in the ass, slave.
I say "we" because it is going to
require both of us. And that is
another part of the side-purpose of this note
-- which we will discuss
after the seven days are over -- but so you can think
about it, let me
make this clear.
I
want to have Sarah move in with us permanently as our -- as *my* --
live in
slavegirl. We will talk about this later.
But
let me tell you now about what is in store for you. And I trust
your balls
are nice and tight and the tiger balm is burning your poor
cock insanely at
this moment (have I mentioned in this email yet how
wet I am, how I long to
see you suffer, submit, degrade yourself and
endure for me -- my ever-loving,
sweet little slut slave?)
*****
You
can imagine how horny you are going to be by this time in your
7-day challenge.
Coming home to both Sarah and I will be very
difficult, you will be so turned
on that you will barely be able to
drive I imagine.
And
when you kiss me "hello", you will taste her on my lips. Will that
just
about put you over the edge?
Probably
not, with that chastity device on you.
You
will have a hard time not thinking of how I probably tied down my
little Sarah
slave and had my way with her, alternating the torture of
her nipples with
the lapping at her pussy, until she was left a
squirming, squealing, sexy little
mess. And you will have missed what
I did to her with the strap on, too. But,
oh well, maybe we will tell
you about it once you are locked down securely.
Maybe I will tell you
about it while I sit on your face and review the high
points with
Sarah.
After the kiss,
I will force you down to the floor and make you greet
both Sarah and I properly
-- lips to our shoes -- a gentle kiss. Sarah
might be barefoot by then, you
know I rarely allow her to wear shoes
unless they are 5 inch torture heels.
You will assume the position in the
center of the room where I will
have cleared the furniture, and Sarah will
be placed in a chair in
front of you. First you will have to watch me tie her
to it,
completely naked, and you will see once again how toned her body is,
how
her flesh is that smooth, white texture, how her nipples stand
erect at the
slightest hint of touch or temperature.
You
will see again what a beautiful creature she is -- the creature
that you can
never be -- a woman. And my slave. And equally important
to me.
I
cannot say whether or not I will have to stop to make love to her in
the chair.
Sometimes I can't help it.
But if I
do, you will just have to wait and watch.
And
considering how long it has been since you came, and how the
device feels locked
onto your cock -- you might consider it real
torture.
*****
Once I am done securing Sarah I will
position you between her legs.
Your face, that is. Locked right in place --
and her thighs will be
tied apart so she cannot get away.
Then
I will order you to make her cum.
And
I will order her not to cum.
So tell
me. Who is the better slave?
*****
I guess I forgot to mention the strapon.
You see, while this is
happening, I will be fucking you in the ass.
Fucking
you hard -- to distract you -- while you perform the duty of
licking, sucking,
and lapping at Sarah's pussy.
I will
be ordering her -- and you know how obedient she is, "You will
NOT cum!"
as I ram my 8 inch cock up your tight little ass. Can you
imagine the intensity
of that fucking? As you are being violated you
will realize that you have to
make her cum or face something
completely horrible, the worst punishment ever.
With every thrust of my hips, you will
be pushed into her crotch, your
tongue pushed deeper, and she will feel like
it is me fucking her. I
can control the tempo of your tongue by the way I fuck
your ass, my
slut.
The harder I
slam my cock into your ass, the deeper your tongue will
go.
And
she will squirm, and moan, and you will see her body writhe in the
bonds (yes,
I will make you watch, even if I have to grab your hair
and yank it back and
order you to keep your eyes open).
Oh,
did I mention also that if I cum before Sarah, you also lose?
*****
You see, when I am ramming that cock
into your ass and watching you go
down on my slave girl I am also going to
be masturbating-- not that I
need to. And if I cum before she does, the game
is over, and you will
be punished.
You
know how hot it makes me, and how little time it takes me to cum
when I am
fucking you that way. I will be holding you by the hips and
making you back
up onto me as I ram your ass, and just the sight of
Sarah
squirming there will get me even hotter.
This
is going to be a difficult task for you. The most difficult ever.
*****
I cannot even try to predict how this
evening will finish. You can
just wonder. But I will tell you that if you are
allowed to cum -- if
by some chance I am pleased with you and what you have
done -- I will
allow you that opportunity.
But
you will do it in the most degrading fashion, right in front of
Sarah as I
stroke her hair and help her come down, as I possibly
caress her body and you
envy our intimacy.
I think the most
fitting end to our seven day adventure will be to
make you cum into a champagne
glass on your knees while we watch you.
You will then have to drink it as Sarah
and I drink champagne.
A sort of celebration,
you see, of the change in our arrangement. Of
her joining us permanently, and
of you handing yourself over
completely -- the new steel chastity device locked
onto you always,
with me holding the key.
The
next step of our relationship, my slut. Seven days turning into
the rest of
our lives.
I can't stop thinking of it. So much so that I am ending this note,
packing
up my toybag, and will be at your office by 2pm. Tell your
secretary you have
an offsite meeting. Be dressed in panties and bra
under your work clothes when
I arrive.
Keep the ball stretcher on,
too. And why not..for fun..add a plug...
You
will see me soon.